Tuesday, November 11, 2008

What the hell was I THINKING?

I went through my archives looking for different posts and found myself in a toss up of "what an idiot" and "what a really BIG idiot".

I can tell that I used to be a chatter and ICQer because I was cruising along with the "community" and being the team player and going for comment numbers. The thing paralleled my social life growing up. I tried to belong to groups and socialize but never quite felt up to snuff.

I'm just making observation mind you. I'm not feeling sorry for myself because I'm pretty nonsocial. I border on recluse and would be hard core recluse if I didn't have to work. So I find a balance and set it on cruise control.

I have no intention of deleting anything and am planning on getting the whole blog printed in book form in the near future. It's just funny to me how I've stumbled through directions and styles.

They say the more masks we wear, the more of our TRUE selves we actually reveal.

A very wise post indeed.
I read through my old blog posts from two years ago or so, and some of them are still decent, and some of them just sound so freaking pretentious or whiney or self-pitying. That was in my Myspace blog days and I've always said Myspace = high school. And I never fit in in high school.
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